May Lane

"I forgive not because I became a saint, but because I’m tired of hating."

Sun, 03 Jun 2012 09:34:16 -0400

“I forgive not because I became a saint, but because I’m tired of hating.”

- Hilai, Aleph - Paulo Coelho (via kari-shma)

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Sun, 03 Jun 2012 08:44:03 -0400

Hey guise.

Sun, 03 Jun 2012 08:43:55 -0400

My manager accidentally left me off the schedule for next week. So right now I have Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday, and Sunday off. And I really want to see so many people, so many people that I am mostly too lazy to individually text or facebook all of you.

So, um, who wants to hang out?

"Well,” said Pooh, “what I like best,” and then he had to stop and think. Because although eating..."

Sun, 03 Jun 2012 08:07:20 -0400

“Well,” said Pooh, “what I like best,” and then he had to stop and think. Because although eating honey was a very good thing to do, there was a moment just before you began to eat it which was better than when you were, but he didn’t know what it was called.”

- A. A. Milne (via troubled)

We stoodSteady as the stars in the woodsSo happy-heartedAnd the...

Sun, 03 Jun 2012 08:00:00 -0400

We stood
Steady as the stars in the woods
So happy-hearted
And the warmth rang true inside these bones
As the old pine fell we sang Just to bless the morning.

We grow, grow, steady as the morning
We grow, grow, older still

This song and most Ben Howard songs now make me so emotional. When I think about the past month, it just makes me want to cry for so many things. Mostly happiness. I can try to explain it but the way I felt on that last night is something that only the people I left can understand, and it feels so confusing and disorienting to be home in this place pretending like nothing happened.

oh god.

Sat, 02 Jun 2012 20:50:49 -0400

the jet lag is hitting me so hard.

slept yesterday 7:30pm-7:30am, and I am about to go to sleep tonight at 9.

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Sat, 02 Jun 2012 12:53:37 -0400

also, if I am jet lagged,

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 00:09:08 -0400

why am I up at 12:11 here when my body clock should think that it’s really 6:11 in the morning?

woo hoooo work tomorrow 7-4.

I had to make a food appreciation post. The food in Vimoutiers...

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 00:04:00 -0400

I had to make a food appreciation post. The food in Vimoutiers and Lisieux was 2349082x better than the food in Paris because they were real, one of a kind bakeries.

I didn’t take any photos because I knew it would be like running around yelling I’M A TOURIST when lisieux doesn’t get many tourists. But someone else did take this photo of a Patisserie shop window in Lisieux, France, so I can forever remember the amazing food that I am not enjoying.

taled: Masculin Féminin (1966)

Thu, 31 May 2012 23:42:39 -0400

taled:

Masculin Féminin (1966)

today has been so disorienting

Thu, 31 May 2012 23:39:00 -0400

I can’t believe that I’m home and working again like nothing happened,

when really,

so so so much happened.

I wish these posts seemed less cryptic but I don’t know where to start explaining, or going over things in my head. I don’t know how to make sense of things in my head or figure out how I feel. Everything was so perfect and got so fucked up on the last night in a way that I feel I will never recover from, even though that’s ridiculous and false. But it doesn’t change how much I miss everyone and everything.

I have been so depressed since tuesday night. I didn’t even get to decompress after what happened. Leaving was so quick.

We listened to this album (“Brothers” by the Black...

Thu, 31 May 2012 08:59:00 -0400

We listened to this album (“Brothers” by the Black Keys) every single day, usually after dinner while we were washing up and about to go back to work for the nighttime madness. I have never felt so attached to an album.

home.

Wed, 30 May 2012 23:35:48 -0400

I just don’t know what to do with myself. I have not spent more than fifteen minutes alone in the past month. lichrally. and yes they said lichrally lichrally all the time.

But really, I just keep thinking about what I’m going to do tomorrow after work (which is probably unpacking because I’ll be too jet lagged to do anything) and the thought of being alone makes me want to cry.

last night was like a bad dream.

Wed, 30 May 2012 04:11:35 -0400

Things were just too perfect, and now it’s bittersweet.

nirvanajunkie: مآ أجمّل أنْ تصمتْ .. فيْ ؤجهْ منْ ينتظرْ منِك الخِصَام .. !وما أجمل أنْ...

Tue, 29 May 2012 07:46:27 -0400

nirvanajunkie:

مآ أجمّل أنْ تصمتْ ..

فيْ ؤجهْ منْ ينتظرْ منِك الخِصَام .. !
وما أجمل أنْ تضحك
فيْ وجهْ منْ يُنتظرْ منك البكـاءْ ..!

How beautiful is it to stay silent
When someone expects you to be enraged from them.
And how beautiful it is to laugh
When someone thinks you are going to shed tears.

bo-ho-ba-be: over 5,000 notes! omg!

Mon, 28 May 2012 05:21:52 -0400

bo-ho-ba-be:

over 5,000 notes! omg!

"Darling, you asked me to write you a letter, so I am writing you a letter. I do not know why I am..."

Mon, 28 May 2012 05:21:09 -0400

“Darling, you asked me to write you a letter, so I am writing you a letter. I do not know why I am writing you this letter, or what this letter is supposed to be about, but I am writing it nonetheless, because I love you very much and trust that you have some good purpose for having me write this letter. I hope that one day you will have the experience of doing something you do not understand for someone you love.”

- Jonathan Safran Foer (via troubled)

this trip has changed my life so much.

Mon, 28 May 2012 05:18:09 -0400

please don’t make me leave.

List of Food Trucks in Providence, RI

Sat, 26 May 2012 16:54:53 -0400

List of Food Trucks in Providence, RI:

fdfaumders:

Eat all the things.

exhausted until the second you lay down

Sat, 26 May 2012 16:48:33 -0400